Do what you love.

Define. (20 marks)

The thing about me is, I want to do everything. There is no such thing as 'NO' unless it's something like eating a bucket of cucumber. Yuke. Let me tell you a story about a girl with so many things in mind, sometimes she does not check herself in reality. But this 'crazy-I-want-I-will-I-can-do-everything' spirit has brought me abundance of life. Kita semua ada checklist or should I say bucket list of what we really want to do before we die. I have a very long list and the list keeps on growing even after I ticked off items from it. Bloody hell.

Certain things off my list are; losing weight and being fabulous (DONE). I was fat chubby when i was in school and something miraculous happened during my time at university, I became me. The beautiful me I always wanted to be. You think I was born ME? No. This is a piece of work that needed every bit of help. I participated in a charity run (DONE), watched a liverpool fc football match live with freaking eyeballs screaming from the stand (DONE), went out off my circle of safe friends into a world activism when I checked myself to an amazing anti-discrimination workshop (DONE), successfully organized every type of birthday imaginable for friends (DONE); picnic bday, fine-dining bday, ice-cream bday, home-footy match bday, solat hajat doa selamat bday, kidnapped bday, bowling bday, photoshoot bday, surprised terjah confetti bday, all u cant eat buffet bday, donut bday dan macam-macam lain tak ingat dah, being a true kid with master of pranks everywhere (DONE), presented in a hugely impressive meeting room with balls in mouth (DONE); at isn with all the officers and meeting room kampus masa final year, make the best char kuey teow (DONE), belajar buat at least satu kuih and be good at it (DONE); vadei aku adalah to-die-for dan chocochip cookies nadia mendapat sambutan cinta utk mereka yang pernah rasa. Antara benda lain adalah;

• Read and understand the Quran more. *Ini paling epik. I learned a lot from this. Siapa yang takde tafsir Quran lagi, mohon beli and make it your own personal diary. This is why we do what we do, this is why we see reason in everything that happens.Antara dugaan terhebat nak dapatkan my tafsir that day, I guess HE wants me to really feel that I need it more than some people who needs an iphone.  
• In  2010, semasa dalam bus rapid, perjalanan ke pavi, I told icah sambil pandang luar, I really want to write and be a writer someday. Come 2011, my final year project presented me with an opportunity to prove myself. InsyaAllah, please pray for it, my book will be publish in the future. Perjalanan masih jauh. Dugaan buat buku banyak woiii. Tak kelakar. But when there is a good thing going on, everything will fall into place. *Buku adalah perkara gila, jangan tempt it kalau semangat tak kental. Sebenarnya penat nak explain pasal buku ni. Mohon jangan gebang. 
• Enjoy coffee. Learn, love and live it. I sure do. I'll be having the best job in the world. Some people nak gaji besar, nak beli itu nak beli ini, nak nama, nak gempak tetapi, I really want to work with coffee and Alhamdulillah, I'm getting that opportunity. I know I can work at the best company in Msia, and I'll do well (hell yeah) tapi I want to do this. Terasa seperti seorang big shot lawyer yang leave a comfortable successful career in the city, just to open a coffee shop kat kampung. haha. So barista cinta. 

So, what is your excuse for not doing what you love? If the odds are against you, do something about it. Kalau takde transport, naik public transport. Kalau takde duit, kerja. Kalau tak reti berbahasa mandarin untuk syarat pekerjaan, go and take mandarin classes. Kalau takde lovelife, go get a life. Jezz. There is always a way. There is always a way. There is always a way. If you think I have a wonderful life, yes I am. If you think I am lucky, yes I am. If you compare yourself to me, that is freaking pathetic. Berapa kali nak cakap. You define what your life would be like. Aku bagi contoh ni pun sebab nak tunjuk kat semua orang that, it is possible. Doa, niat, istiqamah banyak-banyak. That is all you need. 

Akibat melalut, dapat 10 markah sahaja. *Hek eleh. This is why I hate exams.