Confession. I am super emotional when it comes to the people I love. I can cry like crazy until mata bengkak seribu. To me, there is no harm in crying. Crying is a therapy. Cleansing. But some may say it's a waste of air mata, time, sadness. Some say its a pathetic state of emotion. Some say crying won't solve anything. They are right. Semua yang di atas adalah betul. But let me tell you a non-secret thing, crying is good for the soul. Sumpah.
Sometimes kita perasan superman dengan konon-konon berlagak 'kuat'. We come off strong to people. And people see us that way because we are like that with them. Dalam hati, naahhhhh she is strong. Lek la. She can make it. Assumptions people make about you, how strong you are, sometimes membuat anda lebih pathetic di dalam. Because inside you are crumbling. Sometimes even superman needs to be emotional sometimes. Weight of the world on the shoulder. Everyone kept calling for help. Helping everyone. Wearing red spandex outside the pants. You think what? No tension like that is it?. Wargh.
Once in awhile I understand why we have to cry. I understand why I have to cry. I would be like, "biarlah saya nanesss." Bibir getar-getar. Tercungap-cungap nak tarek nafas. Tersedu-sedu. Cedihnyeeeee. Lepas cry me a sungai, mata sepet terus jadi ah moi berkulit tan. Sangat Cun okay. Langsung tidak berupa panda cina.
Again, I just want to cry sometimes. So that I feel better. I can let it go. I can move on. Yeah its depressing but after that therapy, I'll come out of it stronger than I think I could be. Cengeng? who are you kidding me. I am!
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