Rain heavy.
I am sitting down at a corner with my lappy on my lap writing this. I have to admit that writing do not come as easy nowadays. Projection of thoughts and feelings are difficult because I have changed my ways. To me, that is partially good yet absolutely bad. I have been thinking hard on my future come next year and I hope that I can go work for some newspaper or magazine. Boleh kan? But If I really want to do that, then I have to practice makes perfect. Honestly, I do not plan to continue my studies because I suck at studying. I do not plan to work in the system which is the gov because that one would not be the best option for me to exercise my full potential. I do not reject a possibility of working inside the system in the far future, but for now, I want to fly high. As high as I could before I decide to land.
I guess knowing what you want in life really paves a way for you to get there. Dear God Almighty will always show you the way if your nawaitu is pure and good. For time being, I just want to take it all in stride and prove to everybody even to myself that I can fly. You know flying is a super power only special people with special calling in life could have. First step is to believe.
* Joined the debate team. I would make a great 3rd speaker I guess. Err. Cuak.
Urumqi – Kashgar #9
1 year ago
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