Langgar Lori

Kasihku, seharum mawar merah. 

Aku bukan jenis meluahkan kata-kata cinta sakti dengan mudah. I am not you. Even with my parents 'i love you' is a very hard word to say. Its not that I do not love them, its just that to me that is something sacred that I have, that I want to keep forever. Percayalah bila aku cakap, when I love people, I show them with actions. The stuff I do or the words I say, you just gotta believe me. Tanyalah sesiapa pun. Nadia is she because she does it. Not just indah khabar dari rupa.
                  Kepada kamu yang suka bersangka negatif, just because I don't write my misery on my blog does not mean I am happy all the time. Itu tak normal. Bila sedih, marah, down, people will write STUPID things because emotion takes over. We do not think before we write something. And problems banyak occur kerana kita ingat dengan menulis diari alam maya ini, the pain and suffering will go away. No it does not. Trust me.
                   Just because I am happy sunshine all the time. I am seriously so fuck up when I am down. Bila gembira, gembira sangat. Bila sedih, macam kena langgar lori. The way I handle this situation is by calling my close friend and start lah merengek semua jadahnya. Kesian mereka.
                   Ya, perempuan memang complicated. Especially perempuan macam aku ni. Cakap macam keling. Skizo. Aku mengaku aku jahat. Aku tak adil. Sampai satu tahap, aku rasa ego aku lebih besar daripada dunia bulat ni. Kalah pria hebat bernama AM. Kan?

Aku minta maaf. I have fallen so far down for you, it hurts when i reached rock bottom.


*Sumpah. With you, I become real. Wish you believe that. 


ps: I sound like ET. emo emo emo