Hari raya. Balik kampung. Honestly the magic of aidilfitri is not as powerful as before. I just look forward to see my huge extended family. Honestly lagi, I don't care much about duit raya, pelita, bunga api, meriam buluh, lemang, ketupat, all those raya thingy. I think dah terlalu cliche. Oleh itu what is your definition of hari raya then?
Okay. To me hari raya is family. Hari di mana kita balik ke tempat asal. Kita balik kepada ibu ayah abang adik. The day when all we want to do is go home. Its just the need to go back. Go back home. Where people accept and love us. Hari raya to me is the day when everything is back to the way it was. Yelah bulan puasa kita baik, setan takde, sleeping clock tunggang tebalik. We cleansed our body, our soul, our iman. But when hari raya comes, it means everything will go back to normal. Kan? Boleh makan. Setan pun ada. Kita pun tergoda. Great. To me hari raya is about having that family picture. Frozen in time. So that one day, I look back and say Yeah that was me, that was us. Happy days.
Aku rasa part maaf zahir dan batin is entahlah. Its too commercialize that I don't feel it when people say it anymore. Betul ke kita REALLY mohon maaf or iz zit just that thing we have to do every raya? Kumpul dosa setahun, then hari raya "maaf zahir dan batin". Cun. Molek sangatlah tu.
Sebagai ending warkah hati ini, I really want to say sorry especially to my family and friends because I tend to hurt you people without me realizing it. It sucks because I love you guys but I still can be such asshole sometimes. Walau apapun terjadi, kalau bukan hari raya sekali pun, lets kiss and make out. Okay?
*Selamat hari raya. Will be in Kedah for a week. Bye.
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