Stupidity

I  do not mind sinking as long as you learn.

Yesterday was freaking weird. Presentation day for food safety; journal review. For this one, i gave as minimum effort as possible. I want my group members to cope and be less dependent on me. Kalau present je, "nadia". Kalau compile je, "nadia". Kalau leader je,"nadia". Ok fine. I can be your leader and compile and makes things pretty. But presentation wise, i want you to learn. So i went there with no worries as i'm not the one presenting. But i'm ready for Q & A. I can definitely beat that. Seriously i am that confident of myself.
               When its time for Q & A, in all the possible things he could ask, he blurted, "Why levene test? why 0.048?"..crap. my statistic suck hell. There is no way i'm gonna wriggle my way out of statistics. So i just let my 'clue-less' group-mate figure it out. Aku biar lagu bermain di dalam otakkku. Berdiri kaku. Buat tak tahu. When i ask one of my group member why did she not know about this padahal dia yang buat part tu..and she just answered 'aku rasa takde pun dalam jurnal ni'. Sudah terang lagi bersuluh. Yang kau pergi letak dalam slide tu apahal. Bila bagi the jurnal copy to our lecturer, he said 'ADA JE'. Vodoh. Kan dah kantoi. I told her to polish up the slides. Polish up their part. Do it properly. Understand. Tapi..tengok.disaster presentation..i told her, "Kenapa kau tak letak? Kan dah ada dalam tu. kena letakla.".  The best thing was she said "jurnal ni salah, pelik". Haihh. Kau tak malu ke bila sah-sah kau salah tapi nak jugak tuduh benda lain. Stop the crap. Rasa nak lempang je muka kau.
               When the lecturer ask another question this time not regarding statistic, i was pretty impressive. Bak kata dia, well you are very aware and thats good. After the presentation, she did not even say sorry salah aku. Dia still buat cam dia tak salah. Aku serius tak surprise kalau markah per-10, we got only 5. Aku tak kisah. Tadi membuktikan yang kau akan susah hidup dalam dunia ni kalau takat hidup ni pandai menumpang sahaja. Aku lepas tangan sebab nak kau belajar. Hopefully kau belajar.
              BUT one things for sure, i am not looking forward to working with you anymore. You give people 20% while others gave 200%. You tend to ride on other peoples effort while you just happen to be there. People like you don't live life. Aku kesian weyh.

*In the real world, you wont get a job. Unless you are that lucky. But looking at you i don't see any potential whatsoever. Its been 3 years together, we all know who can work and who does not.