Migraine; Just Don't

I think i drank too much coffee.

I will story about these past few days in the near future but for now my head is so f**k up, i can't even think straight.
             Firstly, i do not have a boyfriend yet. But i have a very special friend. I hope he understands that i would like to remain friends forever. I want to get to know you and lets make this as care-free as possible.
Secondly, i am moody. And i will avoid you if i am. Memangla i am always cheerful but sometimes i am a pile of mess. Let me be. I'll comeback to my senses. It's not that i do not like you, its just that sometimes i need space to breathe and have a life. My life is great that it does not necessarily revolves around you.
Thirdly, i do not like being compared to. I am not like anyone. It takes mighty effort to show that i don't really care when you start comparing. And please do not generalize me. If you dislike woman, don't date one.
Fourth, i am trying so hard to understand and facilitate you and your ways but i want you to do the same for me. It goes both ways see. Finally i am sorry if this hurts you but i need time to let this migraine go away. I'm not kidding it hurts so bad.

*Please do not fall for me that quick, i'm afraid that it may suffocate me.