Last week emosi terganggu.
Hati kering sebenarnya nak update anything. But sumpah I typed a full page of hogwash then masuk draft je. 2-3 times already. Bukannya apa but i feel its stupid lah pulak. I tend to become mushy and emo and jiwang. Everything I write last week is tentang hati dan perasaan yang haru biru. Cam WTF.
I hibernated a few days. Stopping myself from writting shit. Shit that people can use against me. Walaupun berat rasa di hati, this is when I go to friends for some "hey you i want you to listen just listen". And this emogogo will go away.
Perasaan tak betapa powernya meluahkan sesuatu yang terbuku di dada does to you. All you need is a friend or a boyfriend or kalau yang tiada kawan tu, a shrink or pembimbing rakan sebaya sekolah. Yes you can use social sites like the f-book or the twit2. But honestly nothing beats REAL HUMAN SUPPORT from loved ones.
*Lagu exist julia buat ku haru biru emosi terganggu semua lah.
Urumqi – Kashgar #9
1 year ago
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