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Whenever the moon came, darkness follows.

           Of late, my life has been pretty mess-up. I have learned that studying is not my thing. Again. Studying is not my thing. But life is a huge big study. And with that thought in mind, i will survive another day. My heart has been through a lot lately. I hate to put her through this but hey i'm human, i do things with my heart and without one i will die. Entahlah. Its been hard. But somehow i feel, its getting stronger. After what i have been through all this years, the sadness, the pain, the ache, the worst, i am still here. Writting this bloody blog post. haha. It seems like Allah always have something up His sleeves for me. And i feel blessed with everything HE has given, even the dugaan-dugaan. At the worst possible moment in time, i closed my eyes thinking, this pain will go away because HE cares about me. HE wont make me go through this if i was not capable of it. And everytime i open my eyes, i know its going to be okay because HE will make it okay. That is HIS promise to us all.

*I am not religious person but between me and Him, i just know HE has a plan for me. Allahu Akbar~