This may be the longest post ever.

The year has ended. What a year it has been. From the biggest events to the littlest moment. I may not remember everyday but here it goes.

Family.
We grew closer in our new home in puncak jalil. Mama likes to do or to buy things her way in this house. Funny.  So whenever i go back home, tiba-tiba ada periuk nasi baru. tiba-tiba mama buang my favorite pisau. tiba-tiba mama cat rumah ala-ala mexico. Here at home i have my own room. But i seldom spend time here as i am very malas kemas katil so i let it be perfect and go sleep downstairs, bawah tangga. Oh, dapur is my place. Mama made it that way for me. To enjoy my time cooking there and i love it there more than my room. haha. Tahun ni pun ramai orang datang rumah. Open house and pelbagai jadah. Tahun ni raya kat kuantan best. Loads of roadtrips. Ada budak cicumi and mia, my lil cuzzy. Oh, hena is offically a law student. And my brother punya rezeki doing papparazi stuff pun alhamdulillah. Oh abah pun semakin perasan muda dengan moto ksr dia and mama as usual she loves to pamper herself. We may be very headstrong, stubborn, gedik, clowns but somehow we go back to each other. Home is family. Thats why when im at home, i rarely go out with friends. Rumah is to duduk gosip ngan mama, debate with abah, goofing around with abang and annoy hena. Yes kami bukan family sayang-sayang kiss kiss huggies affectionate sini sana but i love you people more than my life could give. I just dont show it much. Because yekkk..spare the geli part please.

Work.
Results has been disappointing. I'm not kidding. It bothers the heck out of me. I am so much more but somehow i cannot convey it in my keputusan peperiksaan. Tenang hati. Not my rezeki yet. Takpe. Cuba lagi. This year i got a lot of experience doing work yang bukan pasal duduk dalam lecture. Macam projek kat kg bharu, festival 1malaysia, Jpd dinner, special task force for JPD club,faci HX...blablabla..I manage hebatkan komunikasi skill and sharpen my skills in publisher and photoshop. Im sticking to the laptop more often. Not to on fb memanjang but to read a lot. News, journals, websites. About nutrition, the nation, the world, the problems. I am better in terms of general knowledge now. Sesiapa yang kata dia bosan melayari internet adalah pemalas mencari ilmu sebenarnya. There is so many freaking information you can get here. Special thanks to my loyal laptop who stood by me rain or shine. You are basically my life. Hopefully we can do loads more in the future.

Social.
This year to say we tone down our "ronggeng" is a lie. Last time is all about shopping wayang and habiskan duit.pembaziran obvious. But this time we matured a bit friends. We go out to talk, have a good time, have a great meal. Kita tak jakun living in the city anymore. I am use to all this shopping malls. Every weekend mesti go out with mama. So im like. Pakar la KL city ni. In terms of good food, shopping deals. I know it. Bukan kaya pun asyik keluar ni but going out is about the pleasure of seeing all sorts of people. I feel the world has so much to offer and kenapa kita nak sit and let it pass by?? Time is for the essence. I wont be having this time anymore bila dah kerja. Kalau bukan sekarang bila lagi kan. Oh akan mencuba untuk update foodblog more often. Banyak actually tempat makan yang i did not review. My bad. Oh tahun ni juga aku berjinak dengan karaoke. Gila jinak la. Memang PRO habis. Oh berjaya buat akaun bank "stash cash". Hopefully boleh beli kereta kopak satu(konon). Oh dapat handphone baru. blablablabla.

Love.
Ok mengaku tahun ni jatuh cinta. And tahun ni jugak putus cinta. But i learned a lot and grew emotionally. Thank you joe for welcoming love in my heart. Tak sangka nadia is capable of that. haha. Moral of the story, i am hopeless romantic when it comes to love but a train wreck in terms of finding the right one. Bukan player ok. I repeat bukan player. I love making friends thats all. I am sorry for all the broken hearts i cause. Tapi lelaki tak teruk kot kalau kena reject awal-awal. haha. Ready to conquer the world! Rawr!

Friends.
Bestfriends. I love you. Boleh cakap tak yang korang bak sisters yang lain mak lain bapak. Nak sebut nama tak perlu kot because i will always have you people. Everywhere i turn, i have a friend there waiting on me. Syukur sangat. Orang cakap kita belajar banyak dari kawan kita, and i learned and grew a lot with you people this year. Terima kasih warga 9-18 yang sentiasa bersama melayan nadia yang retard ni. I know living with me is different than having me as a friend. I'm a bit diff at home. Serious semacam.(tipu). Nak mention pasal hotbabes, although kita da semakin lost-touch but i miss you girls everyday. And sya, cepat contact sy balik. Nak cerita banyak nihh. Oh dis year we became closer to our non-malays counterparts. Its fun having people who are lain kaler kulit dari kita. We learn a lot from each other. Apa lagi ek. Kawan-kawan yang kenal masa pergi event mana-mana and kawan kepada kawan. Nadia friendly takpe. You get use to me. haha

Personal.
From the way i write my blog, i have matured. The way i control my temper is gila cool sekarang, kalau dulu dah pecah barang. Amuk. I learned to listen more. Berkesan. Think before i blurt things out. I manage to susun kata dulu or kadang-kadang i opt to keep silent. Berkesan. I am more empathy. I think. Less mean dah.(hopefully this is true). I manage to inspire a few people this year. Warm feeling in the heart you bet. Keeps me going like fuel. hehe. Selalu cakap i grew. Yes. Tak mungkin in height but in maturity. A long way to go for me though. But i am walking in the right direction. Next year. More growing to do.

Last word.
Tak penat ke baca post yang panjang haram macam ni?

btw see you next year.


Lets try to make things right.