Too emotional

In the great words of keane,

        "everybody is changing and i dont feel the same"

i am not as loud as before.
i am not as hyper as before.
i am not as excited as before.
i am not as fun as before.
i am not as crazy as before.
i am not as playful as before.
i am not as happy.

why? i dont have a clue.
hopefully this motion is brief.

*my time in the sun is slowly slipping away. maturity is catching up fast.