Ridin Solo

I did something today that i've been longing to do since dah dewasa ni. 

Today i went to KLCC, solo. 

I took the bus; solo. 

I watched "Charlie St. Cloud"; solo.

I sat in kinokuniya for an hour or so reading books at a cozy corner; solo.

I went wandering in isetan, parkson, adidas, chameleon, ed hardy, blablabla; solo.

Orang cakap macam loser je pergi tengok wayang sorang2. Orang cakap keluar sorang2 bahaya. Orang cakap no company no fun. Pathetic ke? hah. TAK PUN. And guess what? being 'alone' is not at all pathetic. Actually i enjoyed my day out alone. I can go anywhere i like without waiting on other people. Kena mengorat dengan pelbagai jenis manusia when ur wolf-pack gang is not with u.and I dont need to talk for a change. hah. Just me, my thoughts and i. 

But most of all, i notice that..going out alone and feeling good about it shows how much i have grown. CONFIDENCE is the word. i walk tall. i know you are looking at me but ada i kisah. haha. bila confidence ada, semua butik pun masuk. Flirt a little bit here and there. Smile. I FEEL GREAT. 

Its nice to treat yourself right once in a while. Sometimes caring too much about other people will make u care less about yourself. 

i say, STOP. its time to think about diri sendiri pulak ya.

*FYI i am a people person. to see me with no people is pretty hard. Thus, Thank you independence. You have grown me into a confident young lady.