You Leave.

*Ramadhan. i hope i'll see again you next year.


       Bulan ramadhan kali ni lain dari yang lepas-lepas. aku rasa aku telah memanfaatkan masa sebulan ni dengan perkara-perkara baik yang tak pernah aku lakukan sebelum ni. Alhamdulillah kepada kawan-kawan yang membimbing. Aku bersyukur ada kamu-kamu. 
        Ramadhan kali ni, aku lebih saving. i donno what i ate or how i juggle my money. always i'll be eating only average RM 4.00 per day. and so when i check my balance in the banko, i was like " whooahh..apsal banyak duit ni!"..baguslah kan..ramadhan is not about wasting money, malah ramadhan la bulan yang we can save plenty of money. Alhamdulillah.
        Ramadhan kali ni, a bit trauma dengan makanan bazaar. dah masuk 3 kali bulan puasa ni kena food poisoning. d latest was the worst. i felt helpless with a really bad stomachACHE and cannot shit damn!.the previous incident,  muntah-muntah then elok. this one, sakit ya Allah. pastu kisah tahi mencit berketul-ketul ana. " baru cool makan semua! sape makan separuh tak cool!" bongek ana..it was an experience i aint repeating. 0h ubat che ke te0n..
         Ramadhan kali ni, berpeluang iftar dengan kawan tersayang. ok the riverside buffet was the highlight for me, dapat jugak my manhattan fish & chips with laling n ana, bebuka dengan my sayang sya, the everyday bentang surat khabar jom bebuka with my lovely housemate, homemade singgang ikan tenggiri dengan ma n abah..bulan lain, its hard for us to sit together and eat. jarang. but i'll try to make it often now. dengan family and friends..time is precious kan..? hmm..
         Ramadhan kali ni, i did a lot of walking mostly in heels. working my brain oh exam assignment. and wallaahh..i lost 2 kg in bulan ramadhan..terima kasih, "shitty body" not "bizzy body" for the extra help in diarrhea. In a month i managed 2kg. and that is healthy weight lost(amalina watch n learn)..haha. hari raya kelak, nak maintain. oh please. i'll fail punyalah! haha.


oh Ramadhan,
i love you this year,
you have been fulfilling in so many ways,
its sad to know you are leaving us,
hoping for you every month is impossible,
but
i can always carry your spirit,
all year long.
Amin.