Not yet. but i am nearly there.
Health wise, its good to be back. i can do my tarawih with ease. i can enjoy puasa. i am my energetic crazy self back. sweet! this week has been so far. HECTIC. padahal baru masuk hari selasa kan?. okay. i am no pusher or gangster. but when people dont trust me doing my job. i get very 'stressed'. who doesn't. i put pressure on myself to deliver and when people pile on more pressure, i get very immature in stressful situation. i need to brush up on that. talking about trust. in everything we do, we have to trust people. trust that they will do their work. trust that they will keep their promise. trust that they will deliver on time. aku bukan ape. but when people doubt me. memang i will stand up for myself. its natural not to let people step on me. kau ingat aku ni pak turut?. salah.salah.dan salah. oh yeah. i think my work is done here.
ps. when i read icah's blog. i always want to cry. syahdu la cara penulisan awak. memang boleh tulis novel 'Aku diajar berdiri, bukan duduk'.
Urumqi – Kashgar #9
1 year ago
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