I hate this part...

woke up to your.."mornin dear.."

feels..weird..

happy?..of course i am..

but i am holding on though..

its scary looking over d edge..and i dont wanna fall..

...i hate this part right here...

i pray everyday..and wishing i wont become those girls whu often forget their friens when dey r "in love"...often they over indulge in their emotions and their "guy" is pretty much what they only see...friends? who needs frens when u ave ur sayang, syayang, honey, baby, b, cyg watevaa..

...i hate this part right here...

its stupid la girls...when all those happiness turns gloomy..who will u turn to? ur FRIENDS!..and often tyms we r here waiting with open arms and ready to wipe off all those tears...no matter how ungrateful u ave been to ur friends..when u came running back..we r always here..always..

....i hate this part right here...

so its clear..i value my friends more than i value some guy..

and this truth sucks...bcoz im afraid i'll become 1 of those girls if i do fall in love..

meaning..my heart remains super duper hard to open..