maybe its true...

yer..i am so blessed!..alhamdulillah..

actually tahun baru nih..rase mcm takut..sbb..im older..i've change a lot..and i know who i am now..and takut sgt..sbb..d me..is confident..d me is sure of herself..d me is proud wit what she has and not afraid 2 speak her mind on anythin..bold.brave.deep..
people r intimidated..(ape? intimida waa??)..owh..cm dlm bahasa melayu xtaw nk explain..bukakla kamus pemalas..

yes..like abah said.."you r too sure of urself..and somtimes it intimidates people..."..

alaaa...kalau ade aura power..cmne nk wat..kurangkn kuasa pemancar ke?..hmmpphh..
takut sgt.. sbb semakin tua..takut i semakin belagak..semakin menakutkan..serius!
( bukan belagak..im just YAKIN DGN DIRI SENDIRI..compare to people)

kadanng2 org salah tafsir..kdg2 people cannot accept someone dat confident..haishh..i ave a big problem la kalau cmtu..

and tahun baru nih..i wanna avoid "dengki" altogether..
dah sedar..org melayu kuat dengki..mengaku kat sini..betul2..i only dengki dgn abg n hena je..not anyone else..i dont feel i need 2 b dengki bcoz what dat other people ave..i ave better..or if i dont ave it, i can gain it..(dr segi kejayaan, hartabenda, sahabat, ilmu, wang, cinta, keluarga. dan sebgainya)
bile kuat dengki..tgk org len hepi..korg ade masalah mental..gi berzikir byk2..or jumpa kaunselor ukm(diorg bagos..me n ckin mahu try)...

haa..lagi satu..tahun baru nih..
bila ade kuasa..org jdk besar pale..
mengaku kat sini..i hate org cmtu..nk avoid..
(baru jadik kerani..da belagak..)
(sbb u go in a high-end butik..u marah2 d salesgurl witout a reason)
(becoz u KJ..u dont even want 2 help a student..because ko org penting,bajet sibuk)
(becoz jdk jaksa, terus sombonk. nmpk kat muka dow)
(bcoz ko senior, sombonk tahap menyampah.buat2 buta.muka ketat cm botox.)....

haaa..tambah lg satu..
im tryin 2 be nicer..nk avoid kutuk org dlm minda..sbb..sering membelenggu..terutama sekali kat SOGO..hehehehe..
but..apeke jadah..jadik baik pun..org salah faham..jdk baik, kite yg kena pijak kat kepala..xkesahla kalau jdk baik org x sedar..sbb dat always happen tu me..(haa..tgk tu..ungkit2..!! tgk..ditarik pahala..pdn muka hang..hahahahahah..)...adoi..pengalaman lalu..da cukup pahit..toksah jdk baik..kat org yg xngerti ape tuh baik..

we end dis with..
pavillion is a good place to shop n feel rich without bein one..as long as u bring ur mom and her platinum crdt card..*hihi*
i luv u mama!