craving for attention!!!

people come and go..
faces came and see...
as i try bein 'mean'..usually i'll end up bein nice..
my cover as a lil big meany is not wat it seem to be..
people know me as tough nut syco frenly hardcore gurly...yelah tuh..
but friends peeled d layers i present..and noe dat i am..kivie..bunyi je byk...d person behind d WOW is not wat she is..

potraying what a mushy girl i am does not fit what harsh reality wants from me..
i guess evrybody understand what i mean by dat..
*i dont want 2 be deem as weak.
*i dont want 2 be step on.
*i dont want to be look down at.

and in d end..who d hell are we..?
infront of d crowd we are someone we potray..a character..we hope to get tru life..
as crowd became people..and people became friends..we begin to shed d character we built..
d process of shedding d layers takes time..
i for one..still has secrets i keep 2 myself..knowing, to let dat go..i'll b as vulnerable and transparent as can be..

so who are you to me?..


well..readers..
my mind ponders on letting go of dis blog..
because yup..im an amazing writer..
dah gitau da.."im bloody good with my words"..
xkisahla halilintang or kelopak air yg stand in my way..
i really need 2 giv dis a thought..