prabayar anda tidak cukup..damn.

dialed a few times..engaged........................
tried and tried.. engaged............................
tried and succeed...but damn u cant hear me...

as well as u noe me..u noe its hard 4 me 2 say it..2 speak it..2 talk d walk...

and thus deep down in d most bottomless bottom of my heart i wish u a very

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY..

honestly..i was singing it..crooning d song 4 u before u called..wishin u were here infront of me..listening 2 my awesome voice..and my fantastic falsetto at d end..*damn..i should ave recorded dat..i really sang it*..and i sang it for u..a slow mellow birthday tune..for u..

d day when dat roti singapore made its way 2 ur 17 year old mouth was long gone but thank God i was blessed enough 2 did u a surprise..at least once..kan..
im dissapointed wit myself because afta dat very day...
on every 24th november since then...I FAILED to present u wit gifts..i FAILED to ave a cake 4 u 2 blow d candles...i FAILED to shower u wit glitter..i FAILED to prank u..I FAILED to surprise u...i even FAILED to sing dat stupid birthday song infront of u live in person..

all d FAILED i did attempt..i really did..tried..betul..but somhow..somway..i FAILED miserably..i am really sorry~

and thus..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYA...

i hope u ave a fantastic day..and a happy year ahead..hopefully..someday..i can bang u a prank..get u surprise..present ur cake wit perfectly count candles..sing u 'happy birthday' in 10 languages...and get a gift u wont forget ever ever ever..hopefully..
luv u so much..miss u damn much~

-Fin-

....HAPPY BIRTHDAY....

my bestfriend..my girlfriend..my syg..sya~